I don't really know what to write in this journal entry but I feel that I need to write something because right now my page is showing my entry saying my feet are itchy and they're aren't. So other than that reason why should I write anything, hmmm? Well I do want to express my loneliness is some form and so I am going to, right now. DEAR WORLD I AM LONELY. I miss my friends I miss interacting with people who aren't my family and I miss talking to people who have the same interests as me. I know right now I am whining quite a bit, but it has to be said. People don't tell each other they appreciate their company enough. I would love to tell my friends, face-to-face how much they mean to me but how do I broach the gap, the gap of time that is. It feels to me that too much time has gone by to just say hello. And I worry that I am taking up their time when I call them. Sometimes I can't even get onto them and I don't really want to leave a desperate sounding message for them to return my call, which there is a 50-50 chance of that happening. Also why can't THEY call ME and not me calling them all the time. I have no life pretty much and am nearly always free. And if I do miss their call I am defiantly going to return their call. I really need to stop this rant before I pop a blood vessel but my final note has to be. I love my friends and I miss them.